Ugh, 8 days after the amnio and I am having kittens every time the phone rings as I am expecting the hospital to call me with the results. I am trying to reassure myself that it had nice long legs on the scan and that short legs are a downs syndrome thing but I am basically a very worried woman.
Basically I am a mess every time the phone rings. I have been looking up ultrasound indicators of Downs Syndrome and my foetus had none of them so I should be reassured but as my middle sister was a one in thousands chance of being Downs I just don’t trust statistics.
I have even looked up abortion information as I want to know what I might put myself through. I think I am being depressed in advance so as to prepare myself for the worse. If I wasn’t pregnant I’d just go out and get drunk and forget about it, I am making marmalade instead and it just doesn’t take my mind off it.
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