Time to do anything is snatched between breastfeeds, changes and entertaining the Moo boy. It is extremely difficult to concentrate on anything other than him, even when he is asleep, as I have to keep checking he is alive. When I am out with him in his pushchair I stop every now and then to peer in if he is quiet. If there was a baby line up I could probably identify him by his chest movements alone. As I haven’t slept more than 3 hrs in a row for the past month I am now two people:
Nice Mum gets to nap when he naps and can spend happy hours answering her own questions ‘Do you want your nappy changed? Yes you do, you do don’t you? Yes you do’. Nice Mum will play bounce the baby for hours and happily feed every five minutes if that is what is requested. Nice Mum will tolerate being kicked and punched in the night when Small won’t sleep in his cot and will still be more than happy to do Incy Wincy Spider in the morning.
Evil Mum is sleep deprived and has sore nipples. Evil Mum can’t wait to hand the baby over to it’s dad and all Evil Mum wants is sleep and quiet.
Evil Mum is around about one morning a week, and usually is banished by a big beaming smile from the Moo. He has got me where he wants me.
The Moo Boy
Beaming, kicking, screaming chubster has just started to babble. It is inoculation time for him next week but after much research we have decided not to do it. This is a hideous decision to make and I feel that whatever we do it will be wrong. We have done lots of research and believe that the risk of reacting to the vaccines is higher than the risk of the diseases. If there is an outbreak of anything we will reconsider.
For
http://www.immunisation.org.uk
Against
http://www.yourlifesource.com/vaccine.htm
Neutral?
http://www.vaccinations-yesorno.co.uk
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